I GET IT! I FUCKING GET IT..
I'm not fucking pretty, I'm not fucking skinny.
I HATE MYSELF
I am a twisted lonely human being who would give anything for someone to cradle her to sleep at night.
I wish I was tall and beautifully blond.
I wish I could pull myself inside out cause i hope that the inside is prettier than the outside.
HA! thats a joke
The insides the twisted part.. the manical!
I let myself become their puppet time and time again.
I got nothin.
why do they torture me so.


I just dont know what im doing wrong