I'm tired of being this way, tired of being the sex obsessed girl.
i want to have something special,
i want love, trust and warmth.
I'm sick and tired of the games i play, and of being nothing more than just a pretty face.
i want something more than that.
something real and long lasting, i don't wanna play anymore
no more games where i can easily win
I'm over boys who fall before me at a simple flirt.
i need to break free. i need a new start, with new faces and new places
sex is a small part of things
but why does everyone place such a big importance on it.
maybe one day i will be able to find someone who wants to go through the motions,
who wants to share something special.
maybe not, but hey a girl can dream!
I've lost part of myself to lots of people
and I'll never be able to get it back.
i have learned from many things in life
but now i feel like I'm fighting a tidal wave!
I'm just one person against the larger population who doesn't believe that relationships mean anything anymore.
maybe I'm just done with relationships?
why bother with something that no longer has value in normal society?
why?
